March 2, 2009
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Reality Check for breezey9290
Most of your learning and growth right now are taking place in your spiritual life. That includes creative development, personal growth, psychic unfoldment, initiation — there are lots of ways of looking at that part of a person’s being. It is transcendent, and in some ways beyond words.
The current importance of the transcendent in your life is related to emotional factors. In the recent past, emotional crises monopolized your mind. Now that the emotional “storms” are clearing and you are opening up, your consciousness is more free to explore and experience life in new ways. Your emotional growth and spiritual development are intertwined. The problem is, you keep stopping yourself, questioning and doubting new ideas, letting your intellect (conditioned by what you have been taught) contradict your intuitive understanding of what is real.
On the emotional level, there is difficulty establishing rapport in your closest relationship. Your respective beliefs — religious beliefs, spiritual concepts — are incompatible. I think you have asked yourself if this is “the one” for you. If you have to ask, then the answer is no. The answer would be “no” anyway, because there is more than one person with whom you could be happy. Happiness comes from within, and is a choice.
Probably the most powerfully significant card in this spread is the Knower, reversed on the positive side of the emotional level. Being reversed indicates that this is an unrealized potential, something you can do for yourself. Its position is related to happiness and emotional fulfillment. Knowing comes when thoughts and feelings, intellect and intuition, agree. You have some unlearning to do, some programming to change, before you can bring those halves of your mind together.The material plane is where things need to shift to make everything else fall into place. Something is coming to a head, but change is stalled just short of completion. You fear that your resources and skills won’t be enough. Partnership and cooperation, sharing both responsibilities and rewards, are the key to getting through difficult transitions.
Greyfox has a backlog of past life readings currently. When he catches up, I will pass along your request to him.
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Comments (2)
wow, thank you so much for this reading. it really is spot on about how im trying to grow spiritually and lately i have been trying to find out who i am and where to go, but have been put in this rut of depression which has made it nearly impossible for me to do anything,and im finding it increasingly harder to get out of it. and i think it is this which is stalling any further growth, how can get out from under this cloud? it just drawing me in and it seems like i cant escape.
thank you so much again for the reading.
@breezey9290 - There are some simple things that can relieve depression, but they are hard to do when you are depressed. Physical activity and sunshine are very helpful, but when you’re depressed you don’t feel like going out and doing things. Could your depression be the “winter blues” or seasonal affective disorder? Whether it is that or some other cause, being more active, making yourself get up and out and do things, can help. I also recommend the nutritional approach taught at moodcure.com.