January 22, 2009
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Reality Check for krisinluck
The discomfort of the current time is that of an anticlimax, a plateau after crises and struggle. You are ill at ease because of an awareness that you need to move on, but there’s no clear or easy way to go from here and you are not eager to get on with it, anyway.
I am looking at an odd connection between physical/material and mental/emotional levels, mixing gains and losses. It seems that you’ve let go of something, or experienced a loss, and it comes as a relief, a load off your mind, even though it was clearly a crisis. The worst of that is past now. It is a healing crisis.
You said your reality has shifted. The cards suggest that you finished a cycle of experience both emotional and spiritual. You attained a peak and from up there things look a lot different. . . feel different. Disillusionment is a step in the right direction. We don’t need illusions. The un-learning you have been doing is where your current spiritual growth and creative development are coming from.
It is uncomfortable being hung up between past and future when the past has a sticky hold on you and the future is scary-uncertain. Optimism is a useful attitude to cultivate, especially when the future is scary-uncertain. At least you won’t be mucking up the present with useless worry and anxiety.
You have been keeping something to yourself, holding back on something that you know in your heart is right. Letting in the light, coming out with it, is the next big step required of you (by you). Don’t ever fall for the fearful fantasy that you can’t handle the changes. Everyone does, always, one way or another. Be mindful and put some effort into it, and you’ll handle it with style and grace.
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Comments (4)
wow. i never knew cards would tell a lot about you.
@RedHotFairy - Aaah, live and learn, yes?
I don’t know that I trust the cards.
@Phylarchus - Is it a case of trusting without knowing that you trust, or is possible that you meant you don’t know whether the cards are trustworthy? If the latter is the case, how much experience do you have on which to base a decision? How do you suppose, in either case, you might find out what you would need to know to be able to know whatever it is you do not now know?