August 13, 2008
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Reality Check for SexyDeathGoddess
Physically, now, you are running on a peak emotional high, and are probably neglecting some of your physical needs such as sleep and nutrition. If you don’t take care of yourself, you will crash. Even if you do look after your body’s needs, don’t expect the peak to last. Peaks don’t last… that’s why we call them peaks. After a while, you either cycle down toward another upswing and a new peak, or you end up stagnant on a plateau. Which you do is up to you. Stagnation happens when you try to hang onto a peak.
This frenetic energy surrounds a new relationship. It is the best you have had yet, but it still has a scary aspect to it. The bond has yet to be tested. You don’t know, can’t know yet because the testing time hasn’t passed, whether the relationship will endure. You have a lot to do with deciding which way it goes: about 50% of it depends on your choices and actions. The emotional distance, reticence, hesitation to commit that you feel, is prudent. The anxiety is not. Sure, it will be rough for a time, unsettled and uncertain. Whichever way it goes from there, you will come through it okay, better, wiser, stronger for the experience.
Aside from all that combined physical/emotional energy, and the doubt and anxiety, the other prominent part of this reading is the spiritual aspect. It is conspicuous by its absence. Whatever spiritual focus you have is actually someone else’s, learned and not seriously questioned. It consists largely of suspicion and unease. Nothing wrong with that for now. This isn’t a time for you to be a spiritual seeker. You are doing what you need to do, and learning what you need to know.
